Monday, July 28, 2008

i seriously missed when the future wasn't so real..

like when you could still say "when i grow up"

like when decisions didnt take so much consideration. of weighing pros and cons.

fuck. i hate stress. i used to never stress about anything. 

i actually think somethings eating me from the inside.
stupid stomach ulcers. die die die.

my future is just so there right now. like a tangible thing i have to grasp or ignore. what the fuck am i doing.  god. i should not be given the responsibility of this decision.

UGH

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